In the love of Christ I stand.
Date: April 19, 2013. Friday.
Time: 12:25 AM
HAHHHHH!!! My emotions are seriously unexplainable right now. I don’t know if I’m excited or what. I’m really nervous! >___<
Later at 1:30 PM.. I will be going to Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila (PLM) to have my entrance exam. Originally, I was planning to take exam at Centro Escolar University of Manila (CEU) but for some reasons I was convinced not to. I decided to take an entrance exam on PLM rather than CEU. I think it is a wiser decision and not a waste of time..
Yesterday, when we got to PLM I didn’t know that it was the last day given for high school graduates to file a registration for them to have a permit that will allow them to take an exam. This special exam is only given to students who graduated as Valedictorian or as a Salutatorian. I am very lucky because when I registered, the registrar said that there are only 10 slots left. Gaaahhh!!! Thank You Lord. Thank You very very much. Being there at the last day of filing was such a miracle. I didn’t really know that yesterday was the last day and today is already the day to take the exam.
I am very nervous at the moment. It’s 12:43 AM and I still can’t sleep!!!!!
Lord God.. Please help me. Guide me on taking my exam today. Every answer that I will write on that exam.. May it have your guidance. The pen that I will use, bless it by your grace. Give me enough knowledge to answer my entrance exam on PLM. May I have the wisdom that I need.. The courage and also the perseverance. You, Lord, is the only One I trust. I know that You love me and will never leave me especially on this trials that I’m going through. Lord Jesus, I will not and never doubt You. I will trust you with all my heart. Though I am not worthy of Your blessings.. I still trust You. Please use me, my body, my life, my soul, for your will. May I do things according to Your great plan for me.
If PLM is the school that You choose for me.. I will accept it wholeheartedly. I will not say anything or do anything against the school and I will do my best to make You proud of me Lord. I will use the talent that You gave me in order to give You praise. I will praise You Lord in everything that I do. I will do my best for You Lord. Only for You.
I am not worthy but still You bless me so much and I am very thankful. I am sorry for disappointing You for so many times. Sorry for breaking Your heart over and over again because of my sins and my wrong doings. I am deeply sorry my Lord.
If PLM is not the school that You choose for me.. I will accept it. I know that You only want what’s best for me. This is a promise Lord Jesus. A promise between You and me.. The very first entrance exam that I will pass.. I will consider it the sign. From that, I will know, that school is where I belong. It is where You choose me to do my purpose. School is not important anymore for me.. Anywhere I go.. I will always praise You in everything I do. I will be a living testimony.
Thank You for blessing me. I trust You and Your plans. Plans not to harm but to prosper me. I still hope, that I can find the University where You want me to be.
Thank You so much for everything. I will sleep now because I feel comfortable with what will happen later. I know that You’re with me all the way. I love You my King, my Father, my Lord.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JESUS! <33