Date: April 19, 2013. Friday.
Time: 12:25 AM
HAHHHHH!!! My emotions are seriously unexplainable right now. I don’t know if I’m excited or what. I’m really nervous! >___<
Later at 1:30 PM.. I will be going to Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila (PLM) to have my entrance exam. Originally, I was planning to take exam at Centro Escolar University of Manila (CEU) but for some reasons I was convinced not to. I decided to take an entrance exam on PLM rather than CEU. I think it is a wiser decision and not a waste of time..
Yesterday, when we got to PLM I didn’t know that it was the last day given for high school graduates to file a registration for them to have a permit that will allow them to take an exam. This special exam is only given to students who graduated as Valedictorian or as a Salutatorian. I am very lucky because when I registered, the registrar said that there are only 10 slots left. Gaaahhh!!! Thank You Lord. Thank You very very much. Being there at the last day of filing was such a miracle. I didn’t really know that yesterday was the last day and today is already the day to take the exam.
I am very nervous at the moment. It’s 12:43 AM and I still can’t sleep!!!!!
Lord God.. Please help me. Guide me on taking my exam today. Every answer that I will write on that exam.. May it have your guidance. The pen that I will use, bless it by your grace. Give me enough knowledge to answer my entrance exam on PLM. May I have the wisdom that I need.. The courage and also the perseverance. You, Lord, is the only One I trust. I know that You love me and will never leave me especially on this trials that I’m going through. Lord Jesus, I will not and never doubt You. I will trust you with all my heart. Though I am not worthy of Your blessings.. I still trust You. Please use me, my body, my life, my soul, for your will. May I do things according to Your great plan for me.
If PLM is the school that You choose for me.. I will accept it wholeheartedly. I will not say anything or do anything against the school and I will do my best to make You proud of me Lord. I will use the talent that You gave me in order to give You praise. I will praise You Lord in everything that I do. I will do my best for You Lord. Only for You.
I am not worthy but still You bless me so much and I am very thankful. I am sorry for disappointing You for so many times. Sorry for breaking Your heart over and over again because of my sins and my wrong doings. I am deeply sorry my Lord.
If PLM is not the school that You choose for me.. I will accept it. I know that You only want what’s best for me. This is a promise Lord Jesus. A promise between You and me.. The very first entrance exam that I will pass.. I will consider it the sign. From that, I will know, that school is where I belong. It is where You choose me to do my purpose. School is not important anymore for me.. Anywhere I go.. I will always praise You in everything I do. I will be a living testimony.
Thank You for blessing me. I trust You and Your plans. Plans not to harm but to prosper me. I still hope, that I can find the University where You want me to be.
Thank You so much for everything. I will sleep now because I feel comfortable with what will happen later. I know that You’re with me all the way. I love You my King, my Father, my Lord.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JESUS! <33
- Do not buy books! You have the higher batches, or your friends from other sections whom you can borrow or buy (for a cheaper price) from. Some books aren’t even used, and to tell you the professor will just let you buy those because the department said so. :)
- The only books you have to buy:…
Si Mom at Trisha, nagkiss kay Dad.
Mom: Kati ng BERD ni Dad.
Trisha: Anong berd? Baka beard?!
All: Hahahahahahahahaha! Bird! Hahahaha! Kati ng bird. HAHAHAHA!
Trisha: Why? What’s funny?
“Delight yourself in the Lord and He shall give you the desires of your heart.”
A psalm in the Bible that gave miracle in my life.
Before, I didn’t know what happiness is. I thought the definition of happiness is like having many gadgets, a big house, properties and so on.. but I was wrong. I now then realized that serving the Lord will fulfill the emptiness that I have long been feeling.. I don’t know if other people feel the same way but this is what I feel. Being happy is fulfilling the Lord’s purpose for my life. He is my Savior, my Father, and the source of this life that I am living.. Serving Him is not what I can call a sacrifice but an absolute joy.
He is all I have and I know that I have all I need and that’s what makes me happy. The Lord never gives me things that my mind wanted, instead, He gave me what my heart really needed..
Many people say that while you’re still alive.. You must live your life to the fullest and enjoy every little thing that comes in your life.. But for me, living life to the fullest is about accepting Christ in my heart.
And since the day I accepted Him.. the emptiness I felt before was filled with joy and true happiness. ♡